I finally have a moment to think since both boys are finally asleep. It was a tough night and it made me realize I wouldn't want to parent by myself! Danny was at work tonight and for a while there I thought I wouldn't make it through the night without losing it! Cole was needy, Grant was upset and wouldn't go to sleep, Cole needed lots of help during dinner while Grant needed to be rocked to sleep...agh! It was madness for a little while!! How do single parents do it??? And now, as I write this, Grant is waking up! Oh dear!! Tonight was challenging! Some days I don't feel like I am cut out for this job but I know deep down that God has equipped me to be Cole and Grant's mother. I also know that God has given me Danny to be my partner and the boys' father. Thank goodness. And I look at our beautiful boys and know that these hard nights are always worth it all.
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